smexiness ;)

posted by viviee @ 7:26 PM 1 comments

lmao. :) thanks ingrid for her comment. lmao. i hope i don't find out.. cuz he might be a freaky person >_< anyways. the secret admirer person is good now :) so i'm good to go. haha omygosh. there is this wierd thing about majoirie and just older guys in university that makes me appreaciate them. they have this level of maturity that guys around our age will never have. when i told majoirie about the stalker thing, he just said something that was on a totally different level and it's just like. WOW, i would have never thought of it that way. so here.. i'm gonna post up what he said about the secret admirer dude.

(U)کexy کantos(U): well why not get to know him
before you say you dont like him
」fi fi 人 」: cuz he won't tell me who he is
(U)کexy کantos(U): tru any loser like that
doesn't deserve a shot
lol
」fi fi 人 」: lmao
(U)کexy کantos(U): seriously
what kinda man hides?
」fi fi 人 」: it wierded me out at first
yea that was what i was thinking...
(U)کexy کantos(U): what kinda man lacks that much confidence?
what kinda man has such an insecurity
he's no good already.

woww.. lmao. i honestly never thot about it that way.. and it's like whoa, this is totally different perspective of it. i guess it's nice to have older friends :) they're much easier to talk to. lmao. anyways. yups. that's about it for the secret admirer person. :D aiitez. buh bye *waves*

posted by viviee @ 7:40 PM 0 comments

the weirdness of things that just happen to me is really queer. = =v i don't really understand why, but it just happens?? so last night i went to fellowship and there was a great speaker. he talked to us about 3 thing in prayer. we have to ask the Lord to Pardon us, Purify us in the mind and mouth, and Prepare us. As i listened to him, i felt more and more that i really needed to work on my spiritual growth. i needed to commit myself, i want to commit myself. so i'm going to work hard at reading the bible and doing my devos. :) yay.

anyways, so i get home now.. and go online. a random person who is unknown calling themselves 'Secret Admirer.' they wouldn't tell me their name, but they wanted to let me know that someone liked me. wow.. haha in a way, i feel as if it is a scam and someone's out to get me, or it's real... and i'm just thinking about it now.. =___= this is stupid though really. why would someone say that and not give you any clues about it. arghhh* it really makes me think and wonder and haha i'm gettin all wierd about it. the best thing to do, is ignore and move on with it :) i think that's the best solution. yupyup.

okayyy that's all. i'm out to shop. buh bye

P.S. have fun at the semi best buddiee :)))

posted by viviee @ 11:58 AM 1 comments

wheeee. : ) today was such an awesome dayyy ^________^ (smiles smiles) lala. okay, so the day begins with me being woken up by my mommy >: ( yea. haha we were out of the house by 10:20, and i was going to take 3 needle shots todayy.. but i missed the time slot, so i couldn't take it. and then i was all grumpy and giving my mom attititude = =v stupid me. anyways, we head to Miko's Toy Factory to buy some presents for the Christmas Shoe Box :) and then we went to this other warehouse sale where they were selling random things made from japan. haha bought some nice and useful stuff. then my mom convinced to go to one more store before we go for lunch at mickyD. haha the store is called Best Deal 4 You. :) i got my first pair of boots there ^^ yay~! so we drive through mickyD, and we head home. i eat my food, yummy yummy. and then i go play piano and Drew calls. so i chat and play piano at the same time. at 4:15ish, i go to pmall, and met up with Natalie, John, Joash, Jacklyn, Ingrid, Alvin and Henry.. haha i didn know ingrid or alvin was going to be there but :) yayy i love surprises. anyhoo. so i met Joash for the firstt time, like we are introduced to each other. haha blahblah, he's so easy to talk to and get along with :D had an awesome freaky time. so wandered around for like an hour, and then ingrid felt like going homee :((( noo best bud don't leave me. :'( tears tears* yea. so alvin and her left. then 2 minutes later, natalie and jacklyn leave :( so it's just me and three guys. haha we were just wandering around, and kind of fooling around. we were so lost on where we were going xD haha. yuup and then joash's parents called and he and henry had to leave. the time is 5:15 - -v. i had to wait another 45 minutes before angela and people get here. haha i gave joash all of my 'ga-i dan tsai' cuz i got full after i ate like 4. ^^'' waste of my own money. anyhooo. so it's just me and john. at first it was awkward, and then we started talking.. and blahblahblah, haha it never really stopped. people are sometimes so easy to talk to. haha henry called and i was like uhhh okay - -v. so i was walking, talking to john and talkin on the phone at the same time. i ended up hangin up on henry cuz i couldn't hear him.. and iw as like.. i can't hear you.. so bye. - -v i was so mean :( oh wells.. haha he's so talkative on msn it scares me sometimes. but he like barely talked in real life so =P bleh to him. anyways. i got phoebe's present :) dark pink puma belt. XD it was smexy. and then we walked and talked some moreeee.. and then yay phoebe came. so phoebe and i were enjoyin our bbt :D and then beverly called my cell. haha she was at pmall too, with gladys and carmen. :) they were having an early party for gladys :D so me, phoebe and bev went and shopped for awhile. and then me and phoebe went to take stick pics.. i ended up messing up our pics = =v like i always do ><'' so sad. i'm sucha loser sometimes :) lmao. oh well.. next time i won't mess up~! ^^ and then ring ring* off goes my cell. and guess what? humphrey is here too :O so many people at pmall. and ringring* goes phoebe's cell, angela and them are here~! so us gang goes to take more pics. :) harhar. i saw a guy that i met online, and he looks so much cuter and more stylishh :)) but yea, i didn't really say anything cuz i don't think he remembers me :( boohoo. haha. so i call humphrey upp and we met up and talked. then it was 7:30ish :O time to head to wasabi's ~! so we get there and it's like PACKEDDD. good thing i made reservations :) it's the first time i've done that. so i'm proud of myself for slowly turnin more adult ^^ we played 'lat lat saow see bing goh sik' and haha mm wasabi is yummy :))) anyhoo, we eat until like 10:30 and iwas like.. i don't want to go home yettt :( so let's go bowling~! we walk to bowl300 and we play a game. haha we took so many random pics, i'll have to go steal them from angiee. :) by the time we were done bowling it was 11:45ish. by the time i got home it was 12 XD whee.. so here i am posting at 1 in the morning :))

p.s. haha according to john i look gr 12 :) yayy. haha i'm making progress. oh and according to john and joash, i seem as if i'm taken. lmao. noooo, now boys won't be interested cuz i look taken T_T so sad. haha :) i'm waitin for mr. right.. and just a hint, he has to be fob XD

posted by viviee @ 9:44 PM 1 comments

so here i am. just MOPING. not mopping, moping. lmao. just that.. my self-esteem keeps on dropping lower and lower. i know i messed up in physics test.. that one question i know i lost all my marks cuz i just checked the physics text book and yea.. i messed up. and somehow, i really can't stand it for bosco to rub it in my face, like he always does. law.. i was really confident in myself... but now that's all gone too. english especially.. everything has vanished. and most of all.. acccounting. my mark is plummetting.. i don't get a single thing that the teacher is saying.. and ah. feeling really down. i'm lucky tho.. cuz if i had boy problems right now.. that would extremely suck.. but luckily i don't.

actually .. the more i sit here.. the more i think of my faith. I feel as if God is taking away the stuff that's mattering to me right now. and i feel as if all those things are slipping away. i need someone to turn to.. and that's God. hopefully there will be something in my devo tonight. even if i don't have faith in me, i will always need a faith in God. no matter what. if you can.. please pray for me okay? not about school or anything.. pray that i can find Him, God through all of this. that i will turn to Him more and more, giving my worries and my problems to Him. thanks :)

--xxviviee.
nts: must grow stronger.. i want to take those steps. now is the time to make the first move.

posted by viviee @ 5:39 PM 2 comments

ahh.. just feel so frustrated right now. like.. i was thinking of going out for dinner tonite to celebrate keith's bday..but like.. we havve no idea where we're going cuz then i'm not sure if everyone will come. and it would suck if no one comes. so i asked angela if we should go to kb or like zod or anywhere.. and she was like 'i duno. i don't care' and giving the bs that she once recieved from the gang. she like friggin turned into one of them...'it's so last minute, i don't think i'm gonna come anyways' like zomg, why is she giving me this? i know that she doesn't know.. but maybe she can help? ><'' hiy~! this is so dumb. it's making me so frustrated.. i'm goin to send out an email, and yea.. we'll figure something out then = =v

posted by viviee @ 8:52 AM 0 comments

today was good. was not bad at all.
i just hope friday will be cool.
will be leaving school at 9 am.
then school dance at 7 pm

p.s. i hope i get to see him on friday

posted by viviee @ 4:41 PM 0 comments