Thursday, November 09, 2006

so here i am. just MOPING. not mopping, moping. lmao. just that.. my self-esteem keeps on dropping lower and lower. i know i messed up in physics test.. that one question i know i lost all my marks cuz i just checked the physics text book and yea.. i messed up. and somehow, i really can't stand it for bosco to rub it in my face, like he always does. law.. i was really confident in myself... but now that's all gone too. english especially.. everything has vanished. and most of all.. acccounting. my mark is plummetting.. i don't get a single thing that the teacher is saying.. and ah. feeling really down. i'm lucky tho.. cuz if i had boy problems right now.. that would extremely suck.. but luckily i don't.

actually .. the more i sit here.. the more i think of my faith. I feel as if God is taking away the stuff that's mattering to me right now. and i feel as if all those things are slipping away. i need someone to turn to.. and that's God. hopefully there will be something in my devo tonight. even if i don't have faith in me, i will always need a faith in God. no matter what. if you can.. please pray for me okay? not about school or anything.. pray that i can find Him, God through all of this. that i will turn to Him more and more, giving my worries and my problems to Him. thanks :)

--xxviviee.
nts: must grow stronger.. i want to take those steps. now is the time to make the first move.

posted by viviee @ 5:39 PM

2 Comments:

At 4:06 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey viviee. i still have tht link tht u've sent me long time ago. thnx goodness for chat hist. but heyz this can juss be phase u kno? perhaps tht lil spark can start u up again. look at me, i was doin pretty bad during the first month but now i am steadily improvin. gotta manage ur time and change some ways to help set urself back on track again. i kno u can do it. i believe in yu *pokes* =) smilez. ask for help wen u need it. ask me, if i dunno i can prolly ask someone else. i can try to help u in law, physics, eng.. but for accounting i can ask julia if she isn't too busy..she has a lot of work but i can try if she is okiez. u knoi can try to help yu. its wat i do rite? =) lucky to have no guy problems? yeahz for shurez but really in univ it might be a lil worse if u do have a bf. but wat can u do? ur mark will most likely decrease wen ur in univ. but yeahz stillz.. i really hope it goes alrite. prolly u already realized tht wen things go wrong it is most likely tht one would blame others. but the thing is, it is most likely of a previous action tht caused it. or actions...cause and effect. God will and always be with yu besides u and inside yu. he will always have faith in yu. and i do too. yu have the potential to do well and i kno u can definately use it. never doubt in the skills u have.

 
At 4:07 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

love will always be with yu. in one form or another , from God to ur very own friends.

 

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